One Scary Night

The confusing and scary moment happened at exactly 9:30 pm of May 20, 2009 while i was about to prepare myself for my training. When i woke up i immediately went to my bathroom, my eyesight was blurred that time so i did not noticed something in my mirror. I washed my face with clean water and facial soap.When i finished washing my face, I found out that there is a small red spot at the bottom of the mirror. I slowly looked at it further upwards, I found that it is not alone. There are countless red spot on my mirror and so it came up into my mind that this is not ordinary spot, I immediately thought that it was blood. Further to it, i noticed that the blood is not only present in the mirror it also messed up my razor. The confusing thing about it is that blood were only at the razor and the mirror only.It's nowhere to be found in the floor, in the wall and in the toothbrush bowl. You decide what is it.

But what happen that night did not stopped my appointment.

GO GO GO

Being a trainee i am so happy, at first i felt that i cant do this job because this is not what i am doing during my college days. There are codes and functions that are new to me and i don't know how they work. I asked myself, what kind of mind did this? I discovered that the author of the system is none other than the one at my side. I am really amazed to what she did. I hope i will become like her, able to write complicated codes and can think wild ideas to make things work.

Even though the work is not easy(yes! not easy.. hehehe ). I will strive hard, up to the extent where i can have nose bleed :D

Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice Practice

Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn Learn

First Day

Tonight is my first day at work. I hope everything will be fine. I shall do my part and the rest is up to you.

Don't Rrush

Before i thought i already knew what life really is but as time goes by and when my consciousness filled by my experiences in life."Life" is sometimes incalculable and unmeasurable, indeed life can't be understood right away. Man cannot put on his/her hands its complexity, on how the creator designs our being('our existence').Don't try to find the answer to each of our earthly questions, because sometimes answer comes first than question.
Leave our fate as is, "DON'T RUSH"

Confused

sitting here in our veranda, watching the night as the moon rise slowly. I can't explain what I am feelin right now, I'm really confused and i don't know what to do. I'm finding something or maybe someone that will fill my incompleteness. :(

PHP mailer

there are so many things i want to do and discover on php. Now i realize that php is one of the most powerful programing language that exists today or perhaps the 2nd most powerful next to java(on my opinion). PHP is most likely used language in www, it can do many things but the most amazing function that php have is the mail() function.
I am working with php mailer and it was great, i successfully create a mailer form. YES!, its a mailer, it can send message to an email through a simple PHP form but unfortunately it is still buggy it sends email so late. hehe.. Well, at least now i have my one email.. hehe.. (angcooljoe@angcooljoe.com).. hehe.. I know i have to research it thoroughly so that i can make it work smoothly.:D

Work Out

Jogging, weight lifting , etc.. those things are really pain in the ass..
Working out is not easy but i have to do it or else i won't get what i want.. hehe..

Two Months Unemployed

two months after I graduated my degree in college..
I still did not get any job. I am really bored here in my house. SOMEBODY help me..